hey my new song...dun really know how to write the tune yet..will be figuring it out soon...enjoy..

Traumatized

Still trapped in a room where no boundaries
Can be told of or seen
Wall of shadows piling over
Forcing me to scream

Shed of violent pulling over
Making no sense to me
Too afraid, feeling dead
Cried to sleep

*I’m Traumatized
Like the sun when, it loses it’s heat
I’m Traumatized
Of the world that I was born to beat
I’m Traumatized
I can’t help but to crash to my feet
Traumatized, Traumatized
I’m just too weak

Stuck with answers
While the questions are just too long to read
I’m defeated
In a war, which I was suppose to lead

For the first time
Tears from my heart burns to ashes with heat
Too withdrawn, feel the scorn
I’m Silly, tripped

*Just Traumatized
Like the stars when, they fails to shine
I’m Traumatized
Of the words that were suppose to be mine
I’m Traumatized
Can’t believe it all happening to me
Traumatized, Traumatized
Still too weak

When the world has pass me through
All the lonely streets
Leave me alone
It’d not your pity I that I crave or need
In a world where I lost the taste of Sweet
A Simple sound who’s meant to be
Please flow through me
A simple sound, I’m meant to see
Just traumatized, let me be

heehee, yar wellson did really look like tao zhe. remember that time i said my friend say that he looks like tao zhe and he deny. because he say tao zhe not handsome. hahaha. but wellson, nice hair style though! you look like the thinner version of tao zhe.

well, jordan, how is my song? you manage to fill in the melody?

take care people and see you guys around!

wah... i also wan to buy lae... who going to gimme the means to do it??

ahaha.. i din noe u also elearning.. we all go together larh.. n play a few rounds.. hahah.. hand itchy liaoz..

me also e-learning leh! never ask me one! bleah!

you know what, i bought all my cosmestic liaoz! hahaha. my boyfriend gave me the money to buy. i bought around $150 worth of cosmestic from red earth. hahaha. but at least now i have a complete set of stuff ranging from moistureiser to blusher and all the brushes. heehee. happy leh! now can make up and be pretty le. =P

so happy. heehee. you know girls, make up and without make up is so much different. hahaha. i did my own make up when i went to my brother's wedding. so proud of myself. hahaha. so when are we getting pretty? must tell me okay!

see ya! miss you guys so much!

hey hey.... nex week SM and entre having e-learning week huh.. so fun!!!

pj!! i wan to go ur hse n play MJ!!! xinyan clariss joan n emily, muz come also hor!! mebbe i will bake the brownie again n let u all eat!! hhahahahahaah... oh yar!! we can paint nails too!! n do girly stuff!! hahahaah.... barbie doll party.. =)))

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http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Applecrane

do drop by when your are free or bore. you can also drop your comments on the right side, on the chatterbox if you are not xanga members. take care and hope to see you soon!

wah.... so chim... i dun understand...

all the best for ur common tests!!! v fast will end one!!

What if the thunder had no sound
Will you be there, still around?
What if the sunrise gave no light
Will you tell me what is right?

What if the guitar lost it's strings
Will you know wat else to Bring
What if the piano lost it's Tone
Will I be seated all alone

Who there, before me sets the path
who could warn me of heaven's wrath
Who still speak now words with truth
only those who are mocked as fools

Twisted is the world we live today
Fearful and tactful of what we say
Mask and lies are a way of life
The only way left for to survive

Trees of metal, with branches that shine
beside the road they stand to bind
The cars and trucks that move along
the dusty roads that forms a song

to be continued......

LOST....part 1
by Marvin